posted 20 Jun 2012, 13:39
Most of you are quite nice and I enjoy interacting with you, even in this limited environment. However, I find a few of you less than pleasant with your random strangeness and obvious projection. If I wanted that, I'd meander the city streets aimlessly noting the people not wearing blue tooth head sets but talking to themselves anyway.
I've been on KAT a year, lurking, mostly downloading and reading. Less than a month ago I started to upload. Now I realize it takes time to get ground under you but the lack of seed support bothers me. People download. Sometimes they download quite a bit according the actual stats. But they're not seeding to help keep the torrents alive. That is not good.
I'm of the mindset that no one owes you anything in life. So me being me, I took this all in stride. But it makes me rethink my investment. How much time I spend here, the preparation involved, what I'm giving away, what it costs me (I have no "lazy uploads" as I call them and put a lot of effort into them) and whatnot. Maybe I need to cut back or even stop altogether, but we'll try a few more uploads and see how it goes.
I like most of you so I wont be deleting my account any time soon. It's a matter of perspective.