posted 22 Jul 2012, 04:13
You never know how the other side feels. People go on about their lives, hurting others and not caring about anyone's happiness but their own.
The women around here, pardon me for saying, are foolish. The ones who don't sleep around are good women, but they always end up with an asshole who could care less about them. It angers me because it stops good guys like me from having someone.
No one knows what its like to be a lonely 19 year old guy who is not obsessed with sex. One who gives his entire heart to everyone he cares about, and does nothing but suffer because of it. Someone who tries his best to smile and look happy on the outside despite of the pain that lies within. I do the only thing that I can, I move forward and hope. Hope, most days, is the only thing that keeps me going. Sometimes I feel so alone that I want to just sit down and cry.......these days it seems like the world no longer rewards people for being good guys.....they punish them.
I wish I knew why that is so. But the truth is, you'll never know.